My Humps

I have to confess something…..

I’m addicted to looking at my ass….there I said it…I feel better.

My fiance told me one day “I see you checkin out your butt” and I quickly denied it….i don’t know why. Shame maybe..I mean, why would I be checkin out my own ass…I’ll tell you why…cause it’s a nice one DAMMIT!!

I’m no longer in denial about checkin out my ass in the window as I walk into the building at work. Every now and then I catch a glimpse of it in the mirror when I get out of the shower. I think to myself “damn, that’s a nice ass!” I know I know….but really…it is!!

Due to rules of engagement, I’m unable to post a picture of my ass but you can imagine to melons on the backside..and that’s me. I haven’t achieved my goal of shakin it like Buffy. But, I’m working on it….as we speak…::left cheek..right cheek..dance to the beat::

I write this because I recall going to the doctor one day and her telling me that my weight should be at 135. Now, I am a thick woman. I may have some areas that I need to work on and tone up, however, weight of 135 just doesn’t seem correct for me. My ideal weight for myself is 150. That’s where I want to be because I was there once before. For me, clothes felt better at that weight. Hell, I was in single digits. I was happy w/that size. But Size 14 Is Not Fat Either.

Either way, as I work towards my goal, the only part of my body I fear the most of losing is my ass…cause she’s just so beautiful.